winter

Live with hope, don’t give up.

Started off the day in a really really bad mood. In fact, I haven't been in such a foul mood since last year, when I fell into the depths of despair because of er.. circumstances.

Anyway, I really don't know what caused the relapse. But for the first two hours of the day, I was really pissed with everything around me, my friends, my teachers. I even treated a nice guy, lets call him ber, quite coldly. 

However, I am quite thankful that this foul mood cleared halfway through the day, thanks to the cheery atmosphere of the class.

This really made me think a lot. I mean, if you look closely at life, you will realize that life has the same four seasons as any warm temperate climate.

Spring: characterized by er, normalcy? people are usually in this stage or in the Winter stage. happy/ cheery

Summer: The person displays behavior similar to that of a hyperactive person. This is a dangerous sign as it shows that he/she is burning out (its summer, yo). This will suddenly collapse into autumn.

Autumn: When you start to feel depressed. You fail to see things on the bright side of life. You will begin to ask questions, such as, "What am I doing this for?", "Is there a point?"

Winter: Despair. nuff said. feels like you are disappearing.

IMO, most people are either in the Spring or the Winter stage.

Anyway, its impossible for a person to remain in a same mood for the whole of his life. Its unhealthy, and its unnatural. It is inevitable that people's moods fluctuate all of the time due to the different kind of stimuli we encounter everyday. In order to continue living normally, people hold back their emotions. However, there is a limit to how much one can control his/her emotions before he/she will undergo a phase of emotional change. If he/she tries to resist the change, he/she will most likely suffer from a burnout and crash. 

well enough crapping. anyway i believe that everyone has their problems of their own. but believe i tomorrow, and stay strong. always choose to believe in a better tomorrow (even if one won't come).

remember, 

life goes on. time does not wait. you might die tomorrow. even if you were to die, don't die with regrets. its really uncool.

its true that humans can't take extended periods of pain and suffering. we will soon forget about happiness, forget about hope, forget about everything that was once important to us. humans are truly fragile creatures. we are but an insignificant species on the surface of the earth, like a walking shadow, "a player that struts and fruts his every minute on the stage, and then is heard no more". 

thats why, please be strong and live with hope.

remember hayate

CHEERIO!